I'm sure one day I'll understand the love of a mother more clearly, my heart hasn't been in this much pain since getting in a plane and leaving my fiance about 2 years ago. The pain of saying goodbye seems to haunt me, Just when I'm beginning to get used to living without someone another extremely important and valuable person(s) leaves my life without much of a goodbye or farewell.
This is one of the reasons I haven't been posting as often, I tried spending as much time with Hannah and my sister as I could but time just didn't seem to go slow enough for me. I honestly thought this day would never come but in less than 4 hours another piece of my heart will be in a plane to another destination. Its so hard to wake up in the morning and know this is the last time in a while I'll see her, shes so happy and playful not knowing what lies ahead. I wish I could feel the same way!
Im sorry for being so blue and dumping all this on y'all, I needed to vent some of this because it just seems to much to handle right now! Ill leave you all with some recent pictures of Hannah being the wonderful and carefree spirit that she is <3
|kisses from me and from her :)|
|pondering and imagining|
|we are "potty training"|
I hope you all have a great rest of the week, If I'm MIA for a while you'll know why hehehe HUGS