Its 1:30 in the morning and I'm WIDE AWAKE. . . I don't know about you but when I was little I had tons of nightmares. I remember waking up crying and being able to run into my mom and dads bedroom and snuggle in the middle knowing that everything would be ok. Right now I cant run and hide or snuggle and relax, I haven't had a nightmare in the longest time and it just feels so strange.
I feel like a little girl but this time with nothing to make me feel better but to write it all down and hope it goes away. I think it makes it all worse that my fiance isn't here so I cant just call him or give him a hug >_<
I hate writing negative posts, usually I'm bubbly and full of positive energy but right now I feel miserable and out of place :(
I hope you all have peaceful and very sweet dreams <3
- ▼ August (15)